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Thursday, December 24, 2009
11:09 PM

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Work been fine for me. I've been transferred to a new ward. Not bad, not bad. Except that it's non-air con. Haha. But the feeling of the wind blew my hair, it's feel nice. Hoho. (Y) Anywho, tomorrow DAY OFFF! Wooo! Yes uh. And and, it's christmas tomorrow. Soooo, MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! (:

I wanna go out tomorrow. Not really celebrate, but just to enjoy the holiday since it's christmas. So why not, right? Heh. I wanna go kite flying. I wanna go marina barrage again. But but, i wanna go ICE-SKATING! At least i could experience the snow there you know. It'll be fun. *kening naik naik* Pretty pleaseee! (:


P.S. Shall we go together? Tomorrow? (:
P.P.S I bet i'll be sleeping late today. Heh.


Thursday, December 17, 2009
9:18 PM

I'm a dead girl now. Serious shit. You wouldn't want to mess up with me right now. So, back off. Okays. I'm angry and i'm pissed. How can i not do it? How could i? It's freaking simple. Okays, not. But, the most i could manage my way through it, right? Nisah, you're sooooo soooo stupid. Bleahs! *smack forehead* *kicking desk*

Omg. I am so not in the mood right now. My life gonna be topsy turvy from now on. I don't know if i can do it. I don't know if after today it's gonna be a great, nice, super day. I don't know how will i survive during my CA. Gosh. I am soooo sooo damn demoralised. Fcuk. Can i make it through? Pretty please. *sob sob* );


Sunday, December 13, 2009
1:40 AM

Put your hands up.

This song playing right now is sooo nice. And i'm sooo into it. This is what i'm feeling and what i'm willing to do for boyfriend for these past one week and next week too and whenever. (: Enjoy netizens! Tata!

Everybody in love, go put your hands up
Everybody in love, go put your hands up
Everybody in love, go put your hands up
If you're in love, put your hands up


You know you need someone
When the need is so strong
When they're gone you don't know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back


You accept that they've, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I've done too much of it lately


Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep
What else could it be missing you so deep
Long as i'm where you're going to
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you


And even when we mad, and say we're through
Deep inside you feel the same way i do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it's harder tryin' to stay mad
I could tell you that you can't stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That i'll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away


Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep
What else could it be missing you so deep
Long as i'm where you're going to
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you


Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
If you're in love
Put your hands up
(repeat)

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep
What else could it be missing you so deep
Long as i'm where you're going to
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you


Saturday, December 12, 2009
3:52 PM

Terrible.

This is oh so great. I'm feeling terrible, horrible, horrendous. Uber terrible. This is traintastic. Bleahs. I feel like i'm dying. Coughing extremely bad, and i feel like vomitting. (Y) -__-" And oh, there's phlegm in my throat. Mummy said if there's phlegm, it means i'm getting better. I hope so. Sigh. It's a bad week i had. Except for two days ago. (: But in any case, please let me have a decent, nice, good week ahead. Pretty please. I wanna get well soon. I wanna go out with girlfriends and love. I wanna have picnic with love. Can i b? Bleahs.

"Wanna hold you when your school's over.
Wanna tell you, you never know how much I love to see you smile.
Wanna make a change or two right now,
Wanna live a life like you somehow.
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile." ♥


P.S. HELPPPP! -.-"


Thursday, December 10, 2009
11:25 PM

IZWAN ISMAIL IS LOVE BY NUR HANISAH!

Okays. So, today's highlights will be about me and love. Hoho. Yes, yes. Siaper lagi kan. And yays! I went out with my boyfriend today. *clap clap* Since he finished at 1700, we met at 1730. I thought i was be late. 'Cause i was slacking cum houseworking, and got teased by mummy. Bleahs. I don't know, but i was very the rajin this past few days. Folding clothes, jemur baju, washing dishes, sweeping the floor and mopping it. Phew. Hard work indeed. But it made me happy. 'Cause the very least, i did something. (Y) Mum gave me a long stare as if she thinks i'm crazy. Though i was sick but i still did those house chores. Katekan nisah kan. Blurghs! -___-"

Anywho, back to our story, before i met him, i text him and told him that i prolly will be 5minutes late. And and, my voice rox. So, i'll be whispering. And warned him not to laugh or whatsoever. Reached Somerset the same timing with love. And the first thing he asked was, "Bebual sikit. (:" I was like. DUSH! Omg. Kene bullyyyy!!! Bleahs.

And so, went to 313 mall. It's a new shopping mall. Nice place and cool escalators they got, with lightings by the side. (Y) And ohs, boyfriend did all the talkings today. I like. It's like as if he's talking to himself. BUT BUT, I DID LISTEN OKAY. And all i did was either laughed or smiled with his silly antiques. Hoho. Saya sayang kamu larhs b. (:

And i was good today. I had no coffee nor chocolates nor ice-cream. I did asked him for it but i was testing him only. Heh. Blueks! And later on, we headed to OC. In case, you don't know, it's Orchard Cental. (: It's a huge place and also my first time visiting it. I like Molecules. Though their furnitures are very the expensive, the designs are very the exquisite and i liked it. (Y) Then we saw these Caucasians did their acrobatic stunts. Cool or verrryy cool?! How i wish i could that. GILER! Okay dah. Made our rounds, and then proceeded to ROOF GARDEN!! I love that placeeeee!! It was breezy! VERY! Plus, the feeling was nice when you're with someone. It's just indescribable. (:

Had our dinner at LJS. As per usual. And this time round, IZWAN LOVE, i know how to cut fish/chicken using fork and knife okaaayyys! And and, it's not out of proportion or anything. Humph! Completed our meals, and i took out my paper and pen. Actually love, i got it ready, in case i really can't talk. Bleahs! -___-" I had my conver with him by writing, and he did the talkings. But guess what he said when i finished writing one sentence after another? He said, "And? Lagi?" *Dush* Mengarut eh dia. Haha. Then after i was done, he bully me again. He said, "If you meant what you write, then talk to me now." I was like, helllooos. Me got no voice here. TSK! Then, he started with his nonsense. Hoho. So, i just said it to him. I'm telling you, he got to get near me, in order to hear what i was saying. At times, i got to repeat twice! That's show how bad my voice rox. Blurghs! *smack forehead*

Yada yada yada. Now i'm lazy to carry on any further. I'm coughing extremely bad. Gee! If i'm not well till next week comes, i think i'm gonna let a nice doctor to treat me. I know i need to get myself sort out soon. Sigh. *slaps forehead dramatically and pretends to faint* ):



Izwan dear, today's a great day i had with you after a long time. I lost count of when we were far away from each other. But today speaks everything. I know you planned it out for todays date. Roof Graden was traintastic. (: I love it lots. Oh, plus super long escalator? Hoho. And seriously, i'm sorry for not being able to talk alot. I know my voice rox, and it's very very the irritating to me. I can get pissed off over it. But in any case, i wanted to meet you since you and i, we had the chance to meet, so why not kan? And if i were to throw that chance away, then confirm chop i'll be complaining away that you had no time for me. Blurghs! So, i insisted that i wanted to meet you. Hees. I know, your girlfriend degil. Macam you jugak kan. Kater izwan yang ajar nisah kan. (: *kening naik turun* Anywho b, i'm very thankful that we managed to spend abit of time with each other. Though i miss you now, i know there's more to come. We'll be able to meet each other right? Soon? Next week please? Before i go for my attachment pls. And ohs, i'll be talkative again when i regain my voice back. Okies dokies? Okay dahhh! Thankyous very the nice love. ♥

P.S. I love you always b. (:
P.P.S Plan another something when i meet you okays 'cause i like every little things you did. Hehes. (:


Monday, December 07, 2009
12:31 AM

4th Monthsary.

Okays. I've just woken up, 30 minutes ago, to wish my love right on time, our 4th anni. *points below*

HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY, IZWAN.
Me love you always.

Bleahs. i thought i couldn't wake up, after sleeping for 1 hour. But i proved myself wrong. I'm willing to wake up just to text and i'm proud of myself. (Y) [gee. my eyes are making me look a zombiieee.] All much thanks to me falling sick. I don't like it when i'm sick. What's worst, the sickness is always about migrain. That's the heavy part. It hurts me like crazy when it starts, and i feel like banging my head. You know, like rock song. Bleahs! );

Sickness getting worst. Fainting spells is also within me. Gosh. Get well soon hanisah. Please. You're not the best in you when you're sick. Sigh.



P.S. I'm holding on.


Sunday, December 06, 2009
1:22 AM

Tomorrow.

We have this natural feeling of missing someone/something whenever he/she/it is away/missing for a moment. No texts, phone calls or msn-ing, even hellohs, or so. You survived. I don't. Sigh. This feeling will either fade as time goes by or accumulate until a point in time whereby every little thing about that person/thing matters.

Each day, i waited. I miss your voice, your messages, your laughter, your kentalness, your fanatic, etcetra. I re-read all of your messages. It made me laugh and smile and then tears just flow down my cheek thinking of you. And you have no idea how many units of 'I-MISS-YOU' have I accumulated. I miss my boyfriend very much, truckloads. ):



P.S. Spend time for me for abit, 'cause all i want is to stay close with you.


Saturday, December 05, 2009
12:06 AM

Holidays!

Finally, SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! Yes. (Y) Uh huh, uh huh. *shake body left and right* I can finally enjoy myself. I shall make full use of this 2 weeks of hols. Well, i'm still figuring out what's my upcoming plans. Hmm. For sure, i shall enjoy myself. Family, him, girlfriends, cousins, and etcetra. What most, i remember i have a date with my girlfriends. 15 Dec hor, girls. We booms into the pool okays. JURONG OII! Haha. And ohs, it almost slipped off my mind that i got to meet up with Liyana on Tuesday, for shopping, or prolly watching a movie. Bleahs! [If i forget about it, i'm so gonna be killed by her. Haha!]


So, yesterday was my last day of school. (Y) And i went out with my lesbiano Hazwani. -__-" We went to Causeway Point. I had a fun time and SELENGER BACIN time with her. We played TimeZone for abit. I treat her to a $4 ride since i had promised to do so. And she promised to treat me to Mc Cafe. (Y) [We did something and we got out deal. *kening naik naik*] So, she slide the card once, while i was reading the instructions postered before taking the STIMULATOR RIDE. ['Pandai' eh dia! *dush*] That's one problem. Another problem was that, WE didn't know how to open the door. *slap pipi* I waved to one of the helper told him what happened. He laughed and opened the door for us. I went STOINK for abit. SO SIMPLE?!?! Wth. Got into the machine and wore the seatbelt. Then we thought we couldn't play it since there were no value. Haz went out, and slide it again. Guess what, now there's FOUR CREDITS!!! Crap! Kental aper kiter. -____-"

Anywho, we had a hell fun of a time. We were shouting here and there like nobody business. (Y) The machine rock us BIG TIME. [Nasib ader seatbelt, kalau tak, we'll be flying over. Bleahs.] Then, went touring the mall, Watsons and all, then then, WE WATCHED SESAME STREET. LIVE! And i so love ELMO! (: And ohs, he got his song you knowwww. It goes like this, "This is the song la la la la, Elmo's song. He loves to sing, lalala, Elmo song. He wrote the music. He wrote the words. That's Elmo's sonnnngggg!" Okay dah. Hehe. Giler. We watched till the end. (Y)

Okays dah. Enough of my crap for today. My eyes are telling me to sleep. My nose been giving me troubles. And my body shivers like nothing. I'm off to bed later. But, somehow i don't wish to sleep 'cause i'm waiting...Bleahs. Goodnights netizen. I shall continue next time. Tata.



P.S. I'm still missing you truckloads. Where are you? Sigh.


Wednesday, December 02, 2009
12:26 AM

Hellohs netizens! Hoho. Nisah is back. Okays, like you all know, i just came back from Tanjong Pinang trip last Sunday. 4 days, 3 nights. (: And yes, i'm here to upload UBER LOTS of photos and abit of story-telling to be done. [we'll see if i'm rajin to make this into a long post. bleahs!]

Thursday

Had school from 9am to 12pm. [the rest of the class, i skipped. (Y) this is when you call me awesome. hoho. ] Frankly speaking, i did not pay attention during lecture. TSK! [selalu macam gini tau!]Then had class test during tutorial. It was manageable. (: Soon after, rushed my way to Expo for the IT fair. And when i was at, city hall, uncle told me that he's going back home. And he told me that there won't be enough time for us to reach ferry terminal. And that was when, i got frustrated, pissed off like anything. Pffts! So, no choice, i headed home and get my things. Yada yada yada. And ohs, it was a 2 hour journey.


Friday


Had breakfast in the hotel. I was expecting pancakes actually. 'Cause i reminisced the times during Manila trip. Bleahs. However, pancakes was not there. There were normal food that Hari Raya Haji would have. But, one thing for sure, i did not besar kan perut. Heh. *kening naik naik* After which, took a stroll near the sea. It was scorching hot but it was breezy too. (Y) Then proceeded to my 'long far nenek' house. Managed to get first sight seeing of kambing kene sembelih. (: And one of the kambing is very the degil. After the ceremony completed, had lunch at her house then proceeded to orphanage home. This was when i told my cousin, "I feel like i'm on a study trip. (Y) Haha." She got my meaning and laughed. Hoho. It was a nice feeling visiting them and i donated them some money, in which it was $10.


Saturday

Grandparents headed home after had their shopping at the market. Well, we bought alot of things. Dried squid, crackers, and etcetra. Their spent is like, REALLY spent. *smack forehead* Yada yada yada. I rebond my hair. It's quite cheap there. If i were to convert it to Singapore dollars, it will be $30. $30 people, 30! Wooo! (: [i couldn't get it at that price in Singapore, 'cause it would be 90 bucks at most. -__-"] And ohs, saya suka rambut saya. Hoho. (Y)









Sunday

And we headed home, back to my homeland, Singapore! Where everyone loves me. (: I know they miss me. (Y) Home sweet home.



P.S. And i miss my boyfriend.