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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
9:33 PM

Dear Diary,

I Did Some Surveys. And Here It Is. Cool Answer, You Know. Haha.


What's Your Friendship Style?
Your Friendship Style is Empathetic!

You Deeply Care About Each Person You're Friends With. For you, Friendship Is All About The Personal Connection. You Tend To Know Everything About Your Friends' Lives...And They Know Everything About Yours. Your Friends Are Your Confidants. You Are Always There For Your Friends. You Celebrate Their Successes And Support Them In Their Times Of Need. You Are As Loyal As They Come. And You Expect The Same Loyalty And Understanding From Your Friends In Return. THAT IS SOO TRUE! I AGREE! BUT STILL, DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED 'CAUSE YOU'LL KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES. *Winks* =)


What Kind of Kid Were You?
You Were an Outgoing Kid!

When You Were A Kid, You Had No Problem Expressing Yourself. There's A Good Chance You Started Talking Early - And Never Stopped! You Had A Lot Of Friends, And Unlike Most Kids, You Weren't Shy Around Adults. You Were Well Adjusted And Confident. You Enjoyed Speaking Up And Participating. ASKED MUMMY FOR CONFIRMATION, AND SHE SAID, IT'S QUITE TRUE. HAHA.


The Little Black Dress Test
Your Little Black Dress Says, You're Quirky!

You Are Lively And Outgoing. You Are Naturally Friendly. You Enjoy Meeting New People And Making New Connections. Your Style Is Whimsical And Unique. You're Good At Putting Together Interesting Outfits. OOHS. I'M LIVELY? I SEE. FRIENDLY IS A DEFINITELY YES YES. AND NO WONDER I PLACED MY URL AS UNIQUE-PERFECTION. 'CAUSE I'M UNIQUE. CHEYYS! *Winks*



Tuesday, February 24, 2009
1:06 PM

Dear Diary,

Now I'm At Work. At MS, Marina Square. Haha. I've Visited 3 Showrooms Already. Not Bad. And I've Just Finished Watching Underworld: The Rise Of Lycans. Not Bad Larh The Show. But I Think It Should Come First Before The 2nd Show. Pffts.

Okays. Anyways, I Settled My Poly Stuffs Yesterday. Yays! Now One Burden Is Off Me. Hehe. So, Yesterday, My Pham And I Went Out At 7.30Am. Went To Have Our Breakfast At Bedok Block 18. Wahlau. The Mee Rebus Is Power Sia. LOLs. Very Nice. Only $1.80. No Wonder My Dad Used To Like To Eat At Their Stall. Mum Told Me About That. Haish. It Made Me Feel Sad. Oh Well. Nevertheless, Lets Drop That Subject. Continue..

After That, Uncle Send Sister Off At Bedok And She Went To School. Pity Her. *Blueeks* Thenthen, Mummy Told Me That Sister Asked Her, "Kakak Kan, Can Go By Herself." And I Was Like, OMG!! She Said That?! So Evil! Haha. Uncle Laughed Like Crazy. Hmmph. Nevermind. That Doesn't Bother Me Much 'Cause Mummy Already Gonna Go With Me Together. Hehe. *Winks*

Alright, Then We Proceed To Mendaki. Cleared Our Doubts. And Finally, We Post My Enrolment Letter. Yays! But Then, There Was Still One Thing That Was Unsettled. MY MEDICAL CHECK-UP! And I Went To Called Up The Polyclinic Hotline. Booked For Tomorrow At Hougang, Which Is Today. But Unfortunately, Uncle Suggest That We Just Walked In. No Need To Waste Time For Tml. And Hell Yeah. We Did That. LOLs. Went To Toa Payoh Polyclinic Since We Were Already Passing There. And Also It Was Listed As NP Designated Clinic. Very Lucky Of Me. Hees. So Uncle Drop Me And Mum There, And He Went To Work. Much Thankyous To You Uncle. For Everything. =)

Me: Helloh. I'm Here To Do A Health Screening Check-up. *Passing The Form To The Clerk.*
Girl: From Which Poly?
Me: Ngee Ann.
Girl: Okays. Here Is Your Receipt Number. Please Wait To Be Served. Waiting Hour Will Approximately Be 1 to 2 Hours.
Me: *Loooking At Mum Who Is Nodding Her Head.* Its Okay. We'll Be Fine With It. Thankyous. =)

I'm Telling You, That We Waited For 4 Hours. But Not To Worry. 'Cause Really, We Don't Feel That We Waited That Long. Why Not? 'Cause We Were Talking On The Phone. I Talked To Dzul. Mum Talked To Auntie Lin. Haha. Then I So Called Disturb My Mum Larh. About What The Nurse Gonna Do To Me. And She Was Like Scared. Lols. Very Cute. Haha. Then Also, I Played My Psp And Ignored Mum Since She Were Busy Looking At Magazines. Sheesh. She Ignored Me First Lors. Haha.

And Then...TING DONG. (Sorry Ah. My Sound Effect Sounded Like A Doorbell. You Guys Should Know The Effect. Haha.) It's My Turn! Omg! Now I'm Feeling Nervous Whereas Mum Is Like Relaxed. Haiyoo. But Wait. This Comes The Interesting Part. I Did Faces To Mum. Like BLUUEKKSS! *Showing My Tongue Out* I Not Scared. I Moved My Lips And Hands But, My Voice Didn't Come Out. 'Cause Definitely, I'm Not Gonna Let The Nurse Hear What I'm Talking About. So I Used Hand And Mouth Signal To Mum. In A Way That I'm Telling, "Come, See See Me! She Gonna Take My Blood. Using Veryy Long Long Needle! Hahaha." Mummy Then Didn't Look, 'Cause She's Scared. Very Funny. I'm Not. It Was Not Pain Also. I Even Looked At How She Did It. Inserting The Needle And All. I'm Gonna Be A Nurse Remember?! LOLs.

Then, The Next *Stupid* Incident Between Me And Girl Doctor. Mummy Was Outside Since The Doc Need To Check Me Up.

Doctor: You Got Any Illness? Like, AIDS Or Anything?
Me: Haha. No Laa.
Doctor: Asthma?
Me: Nope.
Doctor: Mind If I ______________?
Me: Huh? Need Ah? *Looking Blur?*
Doctor: Yes. Don't Blame. Blame The Medical Board.
Me: Haha. Okay Then. You May.

Mummy Then Came In And The Doctor Re-Confirmed Everything With Her. After Completed, She Said, "Thankyous. You're Done." Mum Replied, "Okays. Nice Meeting You." And Doctor Replied, "Haha. Yes. And Your Daughter Is Very Cute. She...Haha." Then As I Was About To Open The Door, I Looked Back And Just Said Thankyous To Her And Let Mum Out First. Then I Said, "Bye Doctor! Thankyous Again." And She Just Smiled. Seriously Sia. I Felt Paiseh. Asking Qn Like, "Need Ah?" OMG! I Can't Believe It. So, While Processing Our Payment, Mum Urge Me To Tell Her What Happened That I Was Soo Cute. And There I Went, Explaining To Her. She Laughed Seh! Haiyo. I Felt Even More Paiseh. =( But It's Okay. It Was Still Funny When I Think About It. Even Now. Haha.

So That's It. I'm Done Laughing And Typing Super Long. Take Care For Now. I Gotta Go. Byee!


Ooohs! Look At My Weight! 57.6 kg. Yays. I'm Not Even 60. Note That Adam! *Winks*


See that big patch of blood? Lols. The Poke Was Just A Small One, But Then, Look At That Blood! LOLs.



Sunday, February 22, 2009
9:38 PM

Dear Diary,

Phew. At Last I Did This Blogskin. Wahlau Eh! Very Troublesome You Know. Editting This Stuff. Mind You. I 'Cracked' My Brain Just To Edit It 'Cause This Blogskin Was Not Entirely Picked Up By Me. Therefore It's Not CopyRight. It's MINE! Woohoo! Way To Go Nisah. =) LOLs.

Anyways, I Got My Enrolment Package! Wheee. So Good. Checked Through Some Stuffs. AndAnd, One Thing That Is Very Heart-Breaking Was That, I NEED NOT GET A LAPTOP!! 'Cause They Said That, This Is The Only Course (Nursing) Which Don't Need Notebook. Instead They Need PDA. WTH! Sheesh. And There Went My Heart Pain. P.S. Nicholas, Don't Tell Me How To Make My Heart Not Pain! Warning For You! LOLs. Haiya. I Already Got My Hopes Soo Soo High And It Totally Crashed. Shit. Mummy And Uncle Were Like Laughing At Me, And Said, "Alhamdulillah! *Thank god* No Need To Buy." And I Was Like, OMG! So Not Fair! Mummy You Promised Me Already!!

And Hell Yeah, You Think I'm Just Gonna Leave It Like That? No Way. I'm Gonna Try By All Means To Get A Lappie. Hehehe. Persuading Them Might Be A Good One. Hmmm. Or...I Shall Seek Help From SOMEONE! *Winks* *Giggles*

Okays. So Tommorow I'm Not Working. Have To Settle Some Documents And Go For Medical Check-up. Yikes! But, Oh Well. Won't Think Much About It. Erms. Alrightys. Gotta Go Now. Tc! Toodles! And Tml, Hui Yin Will Help Me To Collate The Votes! What Shall The Results Be? Hmm...

P.S. GUY-FRIEND! Hehe. You Owe Me 15 Bucks. And I Still Owe You An Apple. Sooo, Till We Meet Again Next Time! =)


Saturday, February 14, 2009
2:45 PM

Dear Diary,

First Of All, I Wanna Say. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, PEOPLE!! Wooohooo! Love Love!

And Heys, Do You Notice Something? My Blogskin Is Sooo In-Line With Today Which Is VALENTINE'S DAY! Lols. Awww. So Sweet. Hehes. And Therefore, Will You Be My Valentine Tonight? LOLs.

Okays. I Have Yet To Announce Here That I Am Finally Accepted In Ngee Ann Poly. Alhamdulilah! *Thank God* I Was Out Of Words When The Ngee Ann Person Said, "You Are Accepted In Ngee Ann Poly Under Nursing Course." And I Was Like, "Oh My God, Oh My God, Oh My God! Serious? I Got In?! Ooooh. Superr yeshh! Thankyou Thankyous! =)" And The Conversation Went On...

So Yeah, I Was Crazy That Time. Hehe. Thankyous To Everyone Who Doa/ Pray For Me And Also Who Give Me Support All The Way. Much Thankyous Everyone. =) So That Is One News. Another One Is, Today's Outing With Girlfriends Was Cancelled! #$^%$%$#@! Okays. No Vulgars Here. Lols. I Was Like, CRASHED SIA! Much To Say, Disappointed. Felt Like Crying. Plan, Plan, Plan, Then Just Throw In The Rubbish Bin. Just Because 1 Person Can't, They Cancel. Cool Huh? I Think They Find It Amusing To Do This. Watever Larhs. I Got Nothing Much To Say. 'Cause Really, I Won't Entertain To This Kind Of Nonsense. Wasting My Time And Breath. So, Yeah. Whatever. But Still, I Do Care For Them And I Do Love Them, Even Though They Treat Me Like This. Patience Is Still Within Me. And I Don't Care What People Say. Period.

Hmm..Alrights. Enough Of Thinking About It. Now, I'm Very Stress. Or Should I Say, I'm Very Tense Up!! Help Me Sean? LOLs. People Start Studying And I've Not! WaddaFish! Really Sia. I Really Got To Get A Math Tuition. Maybe One-To-One. Prolly. And I'll Be Going To Register Tml. So Yeaps. I Gotta Start Cracking Now!! Gotta Go! Bye!


Wednesday, February 11, 2009
10:29 AM

Dear Diary,

Oh My God. Like Really. Oh My God. He's Gone. Haish. Adam's Gone. He Was Gone On The 10th Feb 2009, At 7.20Pm. Well, Yesterday I Took Off When I Was Supposed To Be Working, Just For The Sake Of Sending Him Off. I Told Him That If I Were To Send Him, I Would Definitely Cry. He Didn't See It, 'Cause Maybe He Was Too Focusing On His Friends. Lols. Well, Yes. Tears Were Within My Eyes. WhaddaHell Seh. Luckily I Could Control Or Else Everyone Will Notice Me And Maybe Who Knows, They Will Laugh? Haha.

Gosh. There's Only One Sentence That I Would Like To Shout It Out Loud. I AM SO MISSING ADAM!! Things Happened When We Went To Eat At Bedok Simpang. I Didn't Know That My Pham Ordered Telur Dada *Omelette*, And When I Saw It, I Just Smiled. Haha.

Me: Cik Lin, Nak Tau Bende Tak?
Cik Lin: Ape Dia?
Me: Nisa Nk Anta This Omelette To Adam Larh. Hehe. I Go Catch His Aeroplane Now Ehs.
Cik Lin: Haha.

Let Me Share With You. Whenever I See Some Things That Is Somehow Related To Adam, I'll Always Remember Him. Let Say, That Omelette. He Didn't Know That In Malay, It's Called Telur Dada. When He Asked "Telur Dada Tu Apa? *Looking Blur Sotong. Lols*" I'll Say, "It's Omelette" And He Say "Ohh! Haha." LOLs. Very Cute.

The Next Thing Is When I See Barney Car. You Know Those Things Whereby Small Kids Put In $1 And They Take The Ride. Haha. That Will Also Remind Me Of Him Since I Always Call Him Barney 'Cause He Called Me Ponyo. And Therefore We Irritate Each Other. I Don't Like Ponyo. And He Don't Like Barney And We'll Both Be Angry When That Word Come Flying Around. Come To Think Of It, We 're Still Childish. Or Should I Say, Myself? Lols. And And Then Adam Will So Called Ter-ikut Me *Follow*.

And So, Follow By The Next Thing, Whenever I Wanna See Horror Movies Too, He'll Be In My Mind. We Used To Watch Together When He Was At My Home For Like 1 Month. Every Night We'll Be Watching The Horror Cds We Rented And He Will Go Disturb Me And In A Result, It Was Hard For Me To Fall Asleep. Sheesh. So Bad. Oh Well, Da Namer Nyer Adam Kan. LOLs. Erms, Somemore What Ah? Wait. Let Me Recall Back......

Oh Ya. And Then There Was This Recent Stupid Fight We Had Over POCOYO! Ever Heard Of It? The Kids Central Show? It's Quite Lame For Our Age To Be Watching It. But Hey, HE IS REALLY REALLY CUTE! Lols. And I Like Him Very Much. And There's This Conversation We Had On Msn.

Adam: I'm Poco!
Me: Haha. What Only! That Is Not Poco Laa. He's Pocoyo La! Lols.
Adam: I'm Pocoyo!
Me: Stupid Ah! Don't Copy Cat Me Leh! I'm Pocoyo Not You!
Adam: No No. I'm Pocoyo. You're My Fan.
Me: Yes Yes! I Am Pocoyo.
Adam: No No! Pocoyo Boy. You're Girl.
Me: TSK! NO WAY! NO CAN DO! JUST SHUT UP! Hahaha.

LOLs. Stupid Right? Irritatin Seh. We Bicker Over This Pocoyo. Sibuk La He! Haiyaa. So, Yeah. I Guess That Is All. And I'll Miss His Nonsense La. Like, OF COURSE, Right? Hehe. So That Is It. I'm Done Blogging Here. Hope He's Doing Fine There And I'll See If He Contact Me Me Soon Enough. 'Cause If If He Don't, I'll Complain To Everyone. LAME!! Haha. Okays. I Gotta Go. Take Care! =)


Sunday, February 08, 2009
2:58 PM

Dear Diary,

I've Got A New Job Now. It's To Become A Salesperson. Lols. Unbelievable Huh? 'Cause I Actually Don't Like It That Much. But Since I Got It, I'm Very Thankful. Hehes. So Far, So Good. The Pay Is $5 An Hour. If I Got To Sell A Comp, I'll Get $15. It Is Commision. And Yeah. I Did Sell One. Haha. First Day Of Work Was Nicely Well Done. Cheeyy. I Compliment Myself Sia. Haha Don't Mind Me Okays. So Now, I've Been Working For 3 Days And Have Been Using MacBook Pro For 3 Days Too. Lols. Cool Sehs.

Anyways, Sigh. I Don't Know What To Talk About. Lets Just Be Random For Now. I Got Mixed Feeling. I Am Sad, Angry, Hurt, Guilty And So On. Someone Was Just Not Truthful Enough. I've Been Trusting With It Like My Whole Heart? And What I Got Was A Lie. Not The Whole Story Of It But Partly Of It That Was Told To Me. Like, Wadda Hell La Eh. Haish. Really Sia. I Got Nothing To Say. I'm Outta Words. What If La. What If My Friend Was Hurt? I'll Be Guilty For Like The Rest Of My Life. Stupid Seh To Get That Kind Of Feeling. Honestly. I Don't Wanna Argue With Him. I Just Don't Like To. One Moment I'm Angry With Him, The Next Moment I'll Feel Guilty For Like Scolding Him. What's Wrong Sia With Me?! Haish. I'll Sort This Thing Out. He'll Be Going Away And We're Still Like This. This Is So Nonsense. Really. I DON'T LIKE IT! I WANNA CRY! I'll Cool Down Now. And I Got No Mood To Work Now!! Aniwaes, Tc...


Tuesday, February 03, 2009
10:29 AM

Dear Diary,

It's Quite Some Time Since I Updated My Blog. Hah. I'm
Lazy Larh. Sorrys. I've Been Thinking A Lot. As Per Usual. My Life. What More Can It Be Right? Well, Recently, Last Friday I Applied DAE For RP And NYP. Hopefully It Will Be A Success. *Closing Eyes And Praying Hard* Okays. That Is One Episode.

Here's Another Episode. Lols. I Hereby Pronounce That I Have A Little Msg For Certain People. Phew. Here Goes....

ADAM.

"Adam Ku Yg Ku Sayang Skali, You Take Care When You're There Alright? =) You'll Be Missed By Me! Like SUPER DOUBLE LOTS! All The Laughters We Had And The Stupid Jokes. BARNEY! PONYO! BARNEY! PONYO! Pfffts. Sungguh Merepek Sehs. But Still, Having To Think About It, I Still Laugh 'Cause It's Kind Of Cute. LOLs. Hehes. Aniwaes, Remember When You're There, You're On Your Own. Don't Cause Trouble. I Repeat. Do Not Cause Trouble Okays? Hehes. I Wanna Go There Someday Larh. To Visit You And Of Course, See You. Can Can? I'll Go Alone, I Don't Want Bring Others! Haha. Insya'allah If You Provide Me The AirFare Ticket. Haha. Chheyy! Joking Larhs. I Know You're Saving Money But Buy For Me Something Larh. Something That I Could Keep It As A Memory For Erms, Lets Say 6 Years? Oh No. I Will Keep It FOREVER! *Smiling* I'm One Kind Of A Girl Who Treasure Things, Memories And Everyone. You Know That Don't You? Lols. And Honestly, It's Very Hard For Me To Let My Sweeeet Cuzin Goooo!! Alaaaaa. Haha. But Do Come Back With A Nice Girl Like Me Kays? I Wanna Know Her. Haha. *Winks* Oh Ya, Contact With Me Even Though You're There. If You Lose Contact, I'm Gonna Box You, Real Hard When You're Back. I'll Remember It. Mark My Words Kays? Haha! Aniwaes, Saya LIKE Very Much Your Picture. It's Way Too Cool. Style Laa. And Somemore I Edit. Therfore It Made Your Picture Look Double Style. Macam Gitu Pun Boleh Handsome! Tsk! Bluuueeekks! Haha! Okays, Bye-Bye Syg! I Love Euuuu ALots! Emmmuackss! P.S. You Owe Me One. You Promise To Make It Up To Me, To Go Out Together!"


AFIDAH.
"Heys. Whatever You Do Or Whatsoever You Plan, I'll Be Supporting You Okays. But Make Sure It's Very Reasonable Or Else I'll Get Angry. Hehe. And Like I Said, Think Carefully Before You Do It Taus. Don't Do It Without Thinking Straight And Then Regret. It Ain't Worth It. Really. Trust Me. You Just Get Back To Me If You Need Help. Insya'allah I'll Help You. So, Yeah. And All The Best For Your JAE Appeal Process Kays. Civil Aviation For You!! *Smile* Klau Tk Success, Join My Applied Science Course Kays?! Two People One Heart. Cheyy! Haha. Jokings Again! *Winks* And And, Go Find A Job! Help Your Family! Take Care, My Dear. Love You Lots."



SYAHIRAH.
"HELLLOHHSS! Haha. Giler Ehs Aku? I Keep On Bicker With You. And You Keep On Arguing With Me. LOLs. Do You Know What This Mean? It Means That, AKU SAYANG KAU LARH SYA! You Love Me Too, Don't You? Hehe! I Treasure You. *Feeling Lesbian* Eeeewww! Haha. But Seriously, I'm Really Sorry For The Stupid Little Fight We Had Laa. It's Not Worth It. I Regret For Being Angry With You. You Didn't Tell Me You Went Cycling With Dzul. Even If I Can't Go, At Least Do Pelawe Laa. Hehe. I'm Sad. =( Honestly Speaking, I Can't Really Get Angry With My Love Ones. I Just Couldn't. Haha. Okays Okays. I Don't Wanna Cry In Front Of My Comp. Lols. Ehs, Kita Kluar Samer² Lagi La. But When Ehs? Haha. I'm Just Scared That I'll Be Working. Then I Won't Have Time To Go Out With You Except Being On The Phone Or Msn. Sheesh. But Aniwaes, All The Best For Your Poly Life Kays. Semangat Tau! Go Go Go! Take Care Sayaaannnggg! *Winks*"


DZULAIHA.
"Oi!! Haha. Sorry². Dzul Darling, Hehe. Aku Rindu Kau Jugak Larhs. Kau Ni Asyik Busy Jer. Nevermind. I Understand. You Know What, I'm Still Waiting For Rock Climbing Taus. Haha!! I'll Drag You Along! You Can't Resist 'Cause I INSIST! Wahahaha! What Shall I Say To You? Hmm. Erms..I Miss Hanging Out With You Too. Stupid Photos That Was Taken. Crap Talks. Pokoknyer, Everything Stupid Laa I Did With You. Haha. And Heys, I'm Not Implying That You're Stupid. Lols. It's The Action. Don't Get Me Wrong. Hehe. *Winks* And Again, Congrats For Getting At SP. The Only One, You've Been Waiting For! Aku Sayang Kau Jugak Larhs. =) How Does This Photo Look? Nice? Text Me If You Want It. *Smile*"


ANIS.
"Anis kuuu! Haha. Much, Lots, Thankyous For Everything. Your Advice, Your Support, Your Offers, Your EVERYTHING! I Appreciate It Much! It's Been A While Since We Had Super Much Fun. Right? WILD WILD WET! Remember That Kays. Don't You Forget! And Again, I Think I Must Say Thankyou To You Again 'Cause You Bought My Shoe! My Fav. Shoe. Lols. Indeed Saya Sungguh Sad. Awww. But, MY FOOT DOESN'T FIT AND IN A RESULT, I GOT BLISTER! Therefore I Offered You. Hehe. Nice Kan? Tengok La Siapa Yang Pilih. Hehes. And One More Thing, I'll Be Wating For Your Free Day. We'll Go Out Together Again. And Rmbr To Pass Your General Paper! Next Year, You'll Be Taking 'A' Level. Jia Yo! Take Care, Girl. Emmuahkz!"


SEAN
"Eh ehs! When're You Coming Back Again? Haha. Padahal I Know You'll Be Back By April. But I Don't Know The Date Yet. Awww. I Wanna Say To You That Erms, Thankyous For Everything. The Support That You Gave Me When I'm Down And All The Advice. Like I Told You Umpteen Times, I Appreciate It Lots. Haha. And And, You Are Sooo Gonna Treat Me To Ice-Cream Kans? Hehe. And Insya'allah, You'll Be My First Patient That I'll Treat. I'll Make Sure That I Cure You And Insya'allah, Your Lungs Will Be Okays. =) *Dreaming High* Haha. Lastly, When I Have The Money, I'll Go To Gold Coast And Have Fun With You Kays. LOLs. Show Me The Pictures When You're There! Till Then. Taking Cares!"