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Sunday, September 27, 2009
7:40 PM

Back to the typings. Hoho. Well, i told myself that i would update before i fly off. So, this will be the second last post. Hehe. And for more stories about Manila, you will have to wait for me till i come back, okays? Anywho, people. Do take care okays. I'll be away for five days. And syahirah girlfriend, forever you are not alone laa. I can still layan you though i'm not in Singapore, okays. So, take care okays. (: And as for izwan ismail, saya sayang kamu alot. I trust you and i love you deeply. [Those are not just mere words .Believe me. (:] Anywho, jangan main main hor while i'm not with you. Hehe. JOKINGS! Blueks! Take care always, okays dear? Don't tire out yourself. As for the soccer thingy, have fun! [That if you gonna play this coming thursday laa.] And not to forget, CHALET! Hees. (:

On the friday, guess again, who did i meet? Haha. Who else if it's not that boy. Hoho. (: Met him with my bicycle and, hoho, i ride him off to mosque myself for friday prayers. Uh-huh. I did that. So? Blueeks! Bf is so kental, to have that fear. You know, falling off and all. Pffts. Kental is definetly him hor. =p And, i waited for him like about 45 minutes or so, i guess. Then it was his turn to ride me to pasir ris park. Woooo! I'm telling you, before he ride me, he told me something. And that was, he did not ever ever ride someone on back of the bicylce. And of course, i went on giggling. 'Cause bf is just so cute. [Terime kasih. =p] However, he then surprised me again. I thought that the moment i step at stand of it, i would fall or tumble. Bleahs. I don't know. But but, he proved me wrong. He just ride me off like he already know before. Blurghs. [Okay lor. Why you so clever? Hehe. =p ]

And we finally reached pasir ris park!! Yays! (: Got a spot, under a one rooftop. Haha! Sat there, did talkings and all. Then wanted to get something to eat, 'cause bf haven't eat yet. Pffts. And so we headed off. Then we saw a couple took MY seat. No, it's OUR seat, the moment we got off. TSK! I'm telling you, i went into fanatic mode. And bf just lauged at me. TSK! [Suker dia, tengok orang bingit.] Okays, then instead of searching for food, we ended up sitting again. But this time, on the beautiful green grass. Hehe. And that was when there were kids did their, 'community service' at the beach. You know, pick up rubbish and all. And i heard, one of them called out for their friend, rubbish man! Haha. How cute can they be. Again, definitely, i will laugh. (: Hehes.

Proceeding on, we headed to downtown east for our next stop. Had pizza. [Pitza, okays. Hoho.] Takeaway, and ate at paris ris town park. (: This time round, it was BIG BIG SHELTER. *kening up up* Which also means, we got it to our ownselves. Heh. Then, tick tok, tick tok. Time has ended for us. I had to go. So, bid him goodbye and all, then i left. Bleahs. Okies, so, this is again, the sweetest story i had once more with boyfriend. The boy whose name is izwan. ♥ I love you dear. I do. And you're part of my list. (:


12:45 PM

After cyclying slowly till wednesday [it was on the 23rd Sept 09.], i finally got to meet my dearest. Hoho. Yesh uh. Girlfriend was happy indeed. (: So, we met at bugis street bustop. Then off we went to iluma! And and, we were so early. Er, kiasu? Bleahs. -___-" So, we ended walking here and there, an aimless souls. Hoho. And we were eager to take the longest escalator, so we board it. (: [Okays. It was not the longest 'cause it only stops at level 4. Kental.] Then then, some shops started to open up and we went into Pattino. Boyfriend bought a pair of black loafer. It's nice, and i like it. (:

And so, we then proceed to our next destination. Honestly, i didn't have any idea to where my bf is bringing me. Seriously. Asked him to let me know, but he just wouldn't. Bleahs. Figured it out high and low, still i didn't know. Pffts. Ended up, i just gave up, and slowly cycle till i reached the place. Yada,yada,yada. And super.oh.my.god. BOYFRIEND BROUGHT ME TO HORTPARK! Yays yays! *clap clap* Hehe. [Okays, i'm starting to reminisce it again.] Alaa. I can't help it, but i shall say, my bf is oh-so sweet to know that i've been wanting to go to this place and that he remembers it. (: Okay you know what, bf is super loved by me. ♥

And yeah, we went to do our exploration around that hortpark. It was nice, the feeling is loved. All the flowers and trees and yeah, everything you find in there is just so beautiful. [Saya mahu bunga rose from kamu boleh?] (: And oh, we didn't take any photos, well, 'cause the sun was scorching hot. [Singapore tak snow laa. And that is a fact. (:] My eyes will pop out into the 'swimming pool' because of the sun. [Okay part tu nampak sah i'm bluffing laa eh. Bleahs. -___-"]

Okays, then we went to queensway. Met bf's brother for abit. Browse through soccer shoes, and then i bought a clothe. Pink colour! And saya suka. (: And so, we had LJS as per normal at bedok. *kening naik naik* However, the journey was freaky long because, 'cause we took the wrong bus. *dangs. kental seh. -____-"* Nevertheless, the journey was fruitful though. [If you know what i meant. *winks*] So, okays. That's the end of my story, my love story, my surprise for that sweetest day. (:


Saturday, September 26, 2009
2:50 PM

Raya been like just normal days for me this whole week. It just feels like it's not the raya mood now. Get it? Bleahs. 'Cause well, i just don't feel the atmosphere. Haha. Kental. Maybe others do? Hmm. Anywho, briefing on the 24th Sept was er, okay. I got to know the real timing for the check in. And and, i'll be checking in at about 10am or so, which means, i have to be at the airport by 9.30am. And you know, i went fanatic to my friend 'cause MY LECTURER cheated on me. She told me it was about 6am we depart, so we have to reach the airport at 4.30am!! And i gave her a once-over look at her. Bleahs. -____-"

Anywho, let me tell you something. The day i got back home after briefing, i got all my clothes and all the stuffs that was needed, and packed it straight into my luggage. Hoho. [Okay. Part getting all the stuffs inside the luggage is bedek laa. Not all, but half of it is in. (:] Somehow, i was so rajin to pack it and i don't know what got into me. *smack pipi*

Place: Terminal 2, Row 10.
Time: 9.30am.
Date: Monday, 28th Sept 09.

P.S. If you have the intention to send me, do tell me? (:
P.S. Anywho, syahirah gf, happy one monthsary! [Aku masih ingat uh. Haha. =P] All the best to you two. (:


Monday, September 21, 2009
10:35 PM

O-kays. It's almost 15 days and only right now, i have the intention to update my blog. [Okay, that is so not true. 'cause i actually wanted to update since, i don't know when. Bleahs.] Anywho, as you all know, my attachment just ended last friday. And overall, i had a great fun working there, being a student nurse for now. (: I don't know eh, it's kind of nice to have that inner feeling within yourself whereby you help patients here and there. Hoho. And yeah, got a B for my CA. Thought of getting an A. Bleahs. But nevermind, i'm contented enough with my grade for now, since its my first time attached to a hospital. =D And and, netizens, i am sooo missing the patients there!! Pffts. [I almost shed my tears when i need to leave them. ):]

Anywho, i'll be talking about some other things now. And that some other things, is that, fasting month just ended and it's raya time!!! Wooo! Okay dah. Somehow, i miss fasting, you know. I don't know why. Blurghs. On the day of raya itself, i always thought that i was fasting. Pffts. Kental. -___-" And and, to all muslim people, SELAMAT HARI RAYA hor! [Saya mahu duit raya sebab saya masih kecil lagi! *muker tembok for abit*] I'm sorry for all the wrongdoings i did to you, whether purposely or unpurposely. And yeah, pleash forgive me! Teehees. (: We go raya together-gether on the 11 October okays dear friends! Thankyous syahirah girfriend for the planning. Hees. (:

And so, i'll be going in how many days time. ): Alaa, I don't feel like leaving people around. Come with me? Bleahs. Briefing will be on then 24th Sept. And i heard, i'll be checking in the the morning at 6. It'll be a 3 hours journey prolly. [If there's no air jam and departure jam. Hoho! =p] Okay, you know what, now i'm excited thinking of it. [Okays, saya hypocrite. TSK! Tapi tapi, leaving people behind is oh-soo true! Blurghs!] Okay, i'm done. Goodnights netizens! (:

P.S. It'll be to so many more hours till i meet you and i'll be cycling slowly till wednesday.


Monday, September 07, 2009
12:00 AM

Happy One Month Anniversary Dearest! (:


Yay, yay yays! It's been 31 days and she and him are still together, connected. Initially, i thought it was my imagination, but it wasn't. And i know it's true the moment people called me crazy 'cause i've been smiling all day long, every minutes, every hours, until now. Even during work time. Heh. Believe it not, you can call me crazy. Bleahs.

Anywho, i'm still falling into his love, every now and then. He always has his way to make me smile. Whereas myself, i can always make him smile first, then laugh, then call him gila punya orang. In other words, crazy person. Hehe. (:
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Update as of 11.15 pm (:


It's been a while since we both met. Er, i suppose it was two weeks. If i were to count the number of days, it will be 16 days. It may be short for some, but the feeling of missing your love one will be infinity, like mine. (: But the utmost important, we still survived. Hoho. And so, we met at Paris Ris mrt and proceed to Arnold! It was not far. Very very near. Haha. This time i led the way, and i'm not lost nor sesat! Hehe. Yesh uh. Happy sekali. *clap clap* (:

Then we ordered ayams and chickens. Heh. *kening naik naik* And not to forget criss-cut fries! And and, the most kental part was that, bf didn't have enough money with him. Bleahs. Luckily i have. So, paid 20 bucks and he paid another 5 bucks. Haha! Funny laa he. You see, angry somemore with gf for not having enough money with her the other day. And now, he got his "pay back gift". Blueeks!

Walked thoughout the paris ris park and into the paris ris beach. Spot a place. A nice and perfect place for us. You wouldn't believe that the couple sat in between the FOUR BIG COCONUT TREES. And they sat on a table cloth. (: [Alas meja okays, not cadar. I know. Pffts.] While waiting for break fast time, we start a random conversation, and started laughing like crazy people. Hoho. Bla bla bla, yada yada yada. Soon, after finish eating, gave him something. Something, that you need not know okays. In other words, no need to probe okay. Haha! Blueeks!

And dearest, hope you like it. The gift and plus the love letter. Hehe. And i like your sweet msg. Especially when the part you told me to type my name on your itouche. And 'poof' the msg appeared. I'm touched by that. Honestly. I find it a sweet and cute way for you to do that for your girlfriend. Seems like you know me already, just how to make me smile. Thankyous dearest. (:

Anywho dearest, today was loved. It's a perfect date, perfect place, perfect timing for break fast and er, what else eh? Haha. Now we know how it's like to be in love and our love will always be where we're falling. You know, i know. *winks* After a long time not meeting you, i miss you terribly. After seeing you, the feeling was calm. But when i got home, my missing feeling for you can't be described.

You know, we had a short and sweet time being together. However, i want it long and sweet. Because 4.5 hours is not enough compared to 744 hours. Agree? Hoho. And dear dearest dear, thankyous for today! The smiles, laughters, teases and the gift that you gave to me. It was all sweet and i couldn't ask for more. Having you by my side, is all i ever wanted. [Actually part tu bedek uh. 'Cause not only that, i also need your love, care, attention, messages, call, etcetra. Okay dah. Hoho.] And we have made today an extra special day for both of us, you and me. I love you dearest. I really do, and you know i do. Cross my heart just for you. (: [Psst. 4 more days okay. We just need 4 more days. (:]



Friday, September 04, 2009
8:20 PM

One week of work has past and i'm left with two more weeks to go. (: You prolly must be wondering how's my day at work and all. So, let me start. First day was just an orientation. My bum hurts after sitting in the lecture room for hours. [the hours part was just exaggerating. bleahs.] And plus, from my alert mode i came to sleepy mode by only hearing to the briefing itself. Tsk. In the end, it was just a boring orientation as some things i find it rather unimportant.

However, when it came to the touring of CGH, my eyes went wide open. And the reason was not because if the hospital was big neither about the ward. It was because of the elevator with the 's' add behind it. Bleahs. The staff nurse went about telling us about ALL THE LIFTS. And i gave her a super long stare as if i'm on another world already. Not only that, she even delve in to where and which floor the lift serves. I'm telling you, i felt nonsense. Hoho.

So, let me just summarise the afternoon shift. It was abit boring. Well, not really boring. It's just that you got not much thing to do. Either the patients sleep, went for therapy or they just need to go to the toilet. Bleahs. And it's only the second day, and my legs are tired, just because i stand too long and too much. Haha.

Anywho, as for the morning shift, i'm so into it. 'Cause you got a lot of things to do. You bath the patient, you wear for them stockings, changing of bed sheet, take BP and temp, etcetra. In conclusion, there ARE alot of things to be done. (: I just feel better helping out those patients. And, i so love morning shift. Hees.

And ohs, whenever there's a call bell, i'll always rush and attend to the patients. You know, like one mad girl who got chase by a dog. Pffts. Kental seh. Nevertheless, i still have to familiarise myself as to where the utilities are. Hoho. (: And ohs, gee. I need a lot of patience and courage through all this. [hmm. maybe having a strong nose might resolve the problem. bleahs.] Especially when changing diapers. You know, i know. I just have to bear with it. And i'm 101% sure that i'll be fine and it will not be a hindrance to me as days come by. I said, one hundred and one percent! *kening up up* (:

Alrightys. I'm done talking about my work stuffs and i'll be random for now. Either you continue to read, or just ignore me. Hoho. =P

1. 3 more days! (:
2. I love my job.
3. I just got a new haircut.
4. First time, I didn't bring enough money for taxi fare. And i went to panic mode. -____- [still thinking]
5. I'm abit tired. Physically not mentally. =P
6. I'm thinking of waiting till sahur later.
7. I need to clean my room now. Last last!
8. I'm craving for chocolate croissant at delifrance.
9. I'm gonna drink my mocha in just abit!
10. I'm done being random. Take care people. And GOODNIGHTS! (: