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Thursday, November 26, 2009
8:55 AM

Okays. Common test is 4 days away. I've yet to study. Well, i shall study during my overseas trip. And as per normal, procrastination. TSK! [Nisah giler! Bleahs.] -_-" Anywho, i'm in school now, using my lesbiano punyer lappie! And lecture started already and i'm slacking my wayyy through it. (Y) Hees. And thankyous hor gf. (: And and plus, earthlings i'll be going awayyyy. Overseassss. Hoho. Yes. I'm declaring the outing as HOLIDAY instead of celebrating Hari Raya Haji. Hoho.

I'll miss girlfriends, lesbiano, guy-friend,

AND ESPECIALLY BOYFRIEND. ♥

So, before i end this post, i shall remind you that this blog will be going on a hiatus. SO, don't bother to check. Haha. I shall update it when i'm free, with uber lots of pictures, and i guess i shall let it do the talking. Till here! Take care people. (:


Monday, November 16, 2009
9:40 PM

GAAAAWWWDD!!! It's week 5!! Honestly, nur hanisah is really am exhausted. Tests, e-quizes, assignments, prolly up-coming projects, this is oh-sooo killing me right now. F-ing. I can go into bad mood now. Serious shit. ):

And and, next monday is my practical test. Common tests dates are out and I have yet to start revising. Year 1, year 1. Serious aku bingit. Mengarut seh. *faints* I need my break. Holidays! Come soon 7 December, pretty please. *sobs sobs*

All these things occupying me, is soo giving me all the migrains and nausea that i could get. I feel 'study plus homework sick'. And i guess, i'm starting to lose all the confidence in me. Plus, the fears. I always procrastinate. This always happens whenever something that is needed to be done is uber difficult. !!! I need someone to talk some sense into me. Let me be able to pull this through. I don't even want to have the thinking that i'm gonna breakdown again. Please don't. [Even though i think, i'm gonna soon. Tsk. ] )':


And oh, i forgot. I hate me for being like this. This sucks BIG TIME. [kan dah marah!] -___-" FYI, i realised i've watched 'She's The Man' for erms, i don't know how many times. It did crack me up though. [Lucky it relieve my tension. otherwise.. nah.] I shall play ball soon. Soccer i mean. Who? Who would love to accompany me? Just to make me smile and let me have the fun before i go into serious mood. [Nisah! Stop it seh. Tsk!] And it's been a long time since i had my laughing therapy. Bleahs. *smack pipi*


Okay dah. Aku nak go. Aku penat. Aku nak buat e-quizes, cum revising cum assignment, which is prolly SAWI [which i don't think so, since my eyes are abit heavy]. And NR? FAT HOPE, i'm gonna do it now. Okay BYE! [Pardon me for saying all those bad things and showed my temperament.]


P.S. Come meet me, and i pour it all out to you.


Thursday, November 12, 2009
12:00 AM

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to IZWAN!

Happy birthday to youuu!! (:"



Yays! You've grown up, big boy. Heh. 19 hor this year. You're a bit old, you know. And i'm still young. Next year, you're 20. Which means, very very very olddd! Hoho. And i will be berry berry berry younnggg! *kening up up* Anywhos, i'm wishing you all the best for your present and your future. From now on, be a good boy hor. Okays, cheeky boy? Hoho! May you be blessed with good nice great health and er, murah rezki. Amin! [eh, in english wealth eh? bleahs! me kental. okay dah! hush hush.] (: And and last but not least, may you last long with the girl you love okai? Eh salah. Okies? Hehe. *Kening up up* [If it's not me, saya plus minus sedih. And YOU kena smack in the bontot! Hmph! Bleahs.] Plus b, I WANT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY WITH YOUU!! Bleahs. Somehow, i feel like giving you a pressie. And that is birthday bashing!! Hmm. Egg, flour, sugar and prolly strawberry syrup too. This is gonna be super uber egg-citing hor. Hahahaha! And ohs, last last. Enjoy your everlasting birthday okays, bontot? Hehe. Blueeks! You got 24 more hours! (: Okays dah love. I'm gonna conclude this post with a sweet nice sentence specially for you.


I LOVE YOU, MOHAMMAD IZWAN

BIN ISMAIL! ♥ ♥ ♥


P.S. Mission accomplished. I countdown every minute. From hours to minutes to seconds to spreading to everyone. Hehes. (:


Wednesday, November 11, 2009
11:45 PM

♥ ♥ ♥


YESH YESH YESH! 15 MORE MINUTES!

WOOO!



AND I'M COUNTING DOWN TO MY

LOVE'S BIRTHDAY!



TICK TOK TICK TOK. (:


p.s. me is the very semangat now. heh.


Saturday, November 07, 2009
11:25 PM

HAPPY HAPPY 3rd


MONTHSARY, LOVE!




Hees. Yays yays. Third month olely. Yays yays. He and me, we still love each other. Yays yays, i'm plus plus very happy. Don't ask me why 'cause it's pretty obvious that i am always happy when it comes to our anni. And also not to forget, our normal-hectic-nonsense-hyper days. (: ♥


So, bf accompanied me to Fort Canning for my SAWI assignment and then celebrated our anni. Here was how it went. (:


1. Woke up at 9 in the morning instead of 8. TSK! [i was damn tired, like nothing. bleahs!]
2. Was supposed to meet him at 10am, but i delayed it to 10.30am, then to final 11am. Bleahs!
3. I met him at 10.45am and waited for 20 minutes gitu. Hoho. *Kening up up* Blueks! Me first, me first!
4. Had a NONSENSICAL TIME searching for bus 139. And what's worst, was to find that 139 doesn't actually stop at Fort Canning!! [heart pain uh!] Thanks to 'me' [that boy i mean], we went round and round and ended up getting ourselves at the bustop where we we went for merry-go-round before. And i started to reminisce for abit. Hehe.
5. This part, i must say, I'M LAZY TO WALK ALL THE WAY TO FORT CANNING!! Eh, singapore TAK snow seh. And i was like, sweating profusely. Bleahs! [eleh, macam my bf tak gitu eh. hehe.] And so, as per usual, mesti kene bully punyer dengan my bf.

Boy: "JANGAN MALAS BOLEH! 2 STOPS AJER!"
Me: "Alaa! I'm hotttt laa! Tsk!"


6. FINALLY! We reached Fort Canning! Woo! But this, i must admit again, whenever i go touring with him, WE never fail to climb climb climb, till we reach the summit! Hoho. Gerek ke per. Bleahs! -__-"
7. Since i was lazy to write, i took the summarization of it using bf hp. Heh. B, mine is 3.0 mgp laa! Sembarangan jer 3.1 or 3.2. Eleh, kental! Blueks!
8. Soon, headed to Plaza Singapura and walk walk there. Brought him in to Build-a-Bear Workshop [not build a bear foundation tau b. =p] He was oh-so kiasu i should say. Asking me uber lots of questions. This and that. Hehe. Cute. (:
9. We went to LEGO shop next. I want, i want! It's been a while since i construct all those and play it, and just simply awe at my art piece. Hoho! *Winks*


10. After that, headed to ION Orchard! *clap clap* My wish was finally granted by him. Since, HE was the one whom i wanted to go with. Hees. (:
11. Again, i was awed by all the shops there. Standard laa, everything branded. How do you expect me to buy kan. Hoho. And and, UNIQLO was there! Didn't see CottonOn though.
12. Since gf couldn't get coffee from bf, she changed her tactic and asked for chocolate. And and, he bought blenced chocolate with choco chips. Ooohs. [drooling again. haha!] Clever is gf hor b? *kening naik naik* And i bought Old Chang Kee foods. Yum yum. (:
13. Nonsense part of the day interrupted and he told me something that i couldn't accept and went into bad mood. I was over sensitive. [pms. i hate it! ): ] Didn't talk for quite awhile. And soon, he insisted me on going home since there was nowhere to go.


14. I die die didn't want to go home. He got fed up, and took me to a bustop asking to board 158. Bus came, i didn't board it. He didn't even looked at me when i wanted to board it. Bus door closed and i just stand behind the ads. He didn't notice it and walked past me. I was downpouring ever since. I didn't know what came over me. It was just a sad moment. He didn't know. But however, he somehow saw me, and i tried to run then hide. But he managed to find me. Bagus. Bleahs. I'm not good at hiding i guess. -__-"
15. Settled on that spot, said sorry to each other, insisting that he was not at fault and i was not at fault neither. Giler. Haha.


16. And so, we were back to ourselves being the sweet sweet couple. Hees. (:
17. Played acrade for abit.
18. Went to eat at LJS. And had a funny-adorable-sweet conversation with him. Alaa. i know your secret now. *kening naik naik* But i won't tell it to no one. Cross my finger. Eh salah, cross my heart! Hoho! Anywho, i dah cross my heart infront of you, so you mesti percaye. Rights? (:
19. He send me off and i send him off at the mrt station. Heh. Bid a goodbye and a kiss and headed home.
20. Reached home at 8.45pm. (:
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Love, i had fun today though there was hiking. Hehe. =p And sorry 'cause there's no love letter for you. I was extremely exhausted the day before and didn't had time to do it though i wanted to do it badly. Bleahs! But but, i'm making it up to you, by typing it here.

B, i know things been hard on us sometimes. Ever since school started, both of us been busy. I realised maybe the lack of time made us lost track about each other. I dont know if you feel that way, cause thats how i do. I miss those times we went out on dates. I miss hearing your voice and your messages. I miss those time we just hang out enjoying each others company doing random things and teasing each other like no other. As bad as this would sound, i even miss having my laughters with you. I know that even when you dont say it out, those three words or so, somehow i know, you've always try your best to make me happy.

But nevertheless b, no matter how sensitive i am and no matter how much pain you’ve given me sometimes. You know I’ve never given up on you, on us. Because i believe that this journey with you, my journey is a walk to remember, and it spells, forever. Insya’allah. I love you, and i always do. *Flying kisses and hugs* (:


Yours truly,
Nisah.


10:40 PM




Will update soon about my friday, which is yesterday. (:


P.S. The next post will be lengthy.





Sunday, November 01, 2009
11:06 PM

JIA YOU SYAHIRAH! YOU CAN, YOU CAN! SAYA
AKAN SELALU TEMANKAN KAMU OKAYS!



You know, you know. Flashforward is a show to watch. This is as epic as it gets. The entire human population blacked out for 137 seconds and experienced their flashforward? This is simply fantastico. People get to see visions of their future 6 months onwards and typically, most would freak out. Duh. -__-" Some treated it as a warning while others used them as hope. It's pretty amazing what people will think and do at great lenghts just to prevent their future to come true. Hoho. I will do exactly the same too though. (:


Anyways, today, i cleaned up the mess i made in my room. Penat ke per! Bleahs! But but, it was fun though. I was multi-tasking while cleaning my room. As per usual, listening to music was one of those. And and, DISTURBING my sister and mother. Hoho. Alaa, sorry hor! Betul, betul, i'll be a good girl. (:


Plus minus, school's killing me. I'm hating FON2 (Full of Nonsense, part 2) honestly. Lecturer is super-uber draggy. Asking us to browse through things using our PDA while she can simply show it off through her lappie. *smack forehead* What a waste of time. No wonder people hates this module now. -___-" And ohs, i have yet to do my SAWI assignment! When when when? Bleahs.


P.S.
1) I WANT GO SENTOSA!! Pretty please, bring me there? (:
2) I'm missing my crime partner.
3) I'll be there for syahirah girlfriend!