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Dear Diary,
And Now, Finally The Time Has Come. It's Time For Me To Wish Myself. And Also My Cute Lil' Cousin. HaPpY SwEet SeVeN-TeEn BiRtHdAy To Me!
And
HaPpY CuTe 6th BiRtHdAy To Irfan!Okies Dokies. Hees. Awesome! Quite A Number Of People Msg Me At Midnight Except For Nicholas! Haha. He Bluff Larhs. Sheesh. I'm Sad. Lols. Joking². Alrightys, These Are The People Who Wished Me.At Midnight: (Only 1st Five)1. Mum.2. Afidah.3. Sister.4. Annisaa'.5. Liyana.6. Hui Yin.7. Dzulaiha.8. Syahirah.9. Auntie Linda.10. Lil' Irfan11. Rachell.12. Sharul.13. Auntie Su And Family.14. Khairul.15. Ili.16. Nisa.17. Syamir.18. Syiqah.19. Syed.And Now, All Of You Will Get A Thanksyous Again From Me. Thankyous People For All The Wishes! I Really Appreciate It. And Don't Forget, I Love You All. Hees. And Thanks To The People Who Give Pressies. I Like It.Sooo, Today. I Did Nothing Much. Had Tuition From 1.30 Till 5. Then Off To WS With Family. Travel There And Here. Visit Some Shops. I Loved One Of The Dress. Planned To Buy It At First. But Then When I Think Back, I Think I Should Visit Other Shops First. Who Knows There's Much More Better Nicer Dress Than That. Hees. Alright, Then We Went To Shoe Shops. Mum Wanted To Find A Shoe For Herself. Haha. In The End She Didn't Buy. Conclusion, Only Sis Got To Buy Her Dress At WS. Like, Helloh? It's Suppose To Be Me. I'm The Birthday Girl! LOLs.Next Episode, Uncle Rudi Called. He Was Supposed To Meet Us In The First Place!! Haha. But Then, He Had An Appointment With Friends. I Don't Mind But Make Sure He Meet Us. Hees. So Yeah. He Called And Asked Where We Were And Where To Eat. I Told Mum I Wanna Speak To Him. And Said, "Uncle, I Want Eat Pizza!" Then He Said, "Okay. Where?" Yada Yada Yada.Wheeee. We Ended Up At Bedok. Eat Pizza There. I Tell You. It Was DE.LI.CIOUS. Andand I Got A Free Ice-Cream! For A Birthday Gift From PizzaHut. Yays! And What's More Cool And Sweet Was That Uncle Paid For It. Awwwww. =)And Again We Walked Around Bedok. Went Into Giordano And I Took A Look At The Jeans. There's A Grey Jean! Whoots! It's Nice. And What's More Nice Is The Price. It Cost Like, $79?! Sheesh. I Put That Back. I Won't Look At It. Haha.Okays, I'm Done Here. And You're Done Reading. Nicholas, You Owe Me! Haha! And Tml, There's Good News. Hui Yin Already Booked Me! Yays! We'll Be Going To The Click Five Concert. Btw, It's A Free Ticket. Hees. Seriously, Hui Yin, I Still Can't Believe You Offer It To Me. I Mean Like. Hah. It's Touching. Thankyous Girl-Friend. I Love You! =)
Disappointed
Dear Diary,
Okays. News Break-Time. We're Not Going Out. I Mean, This Sunday No Girls Outing. Sheesh. I'm Just So Disappointed. This Was Not What I Expected. It Suppose To Be The Other Way Round. Honestly, I'm Angry With Them. But What To Do? What's Decided Has Already Been Decided. Nothing Will Change. So, Anouncement Here. I'M FREE THIS SUNDAY, WHO WANNA BOOK ME? It's Not Then Often I Can Go Out With Anyone. Haha. Anyways, The More The Merrier! Anyways Girls, If You Change Your Mind 'Cause You Felt Bad. Ignore It. If You Want To Go Out With Me, I'm Sorry 'Cause I Won't. Please Do Not Worry Okays. We're Still Friends Anyways. Okays. It's Over. Off You People Go. Goodnight People.
Haha. Alrights. Grant It, Please. Hees. I Guess That Is All. OR Maybe, There Might Be More. But I Just Don't Know What It Is. Anyways, This Sunday Mum Has To Attend Wedding. Me? I Don't Want! Haha. Lazy Larhs. But I Planned To Go Out With Friends To Celebrate My Birthday. I Just Really Really Hope They Can. Hees. I Just Want To. I'm Imagining That The Six Of Us Will Have Fun Endlessly. Yays! Okays. I Guess This Is It. I'm Done Blogging. In No Time, I Will Be Seven-Teen! I'm Still Younger And Sweet. Lols. =P. Bear That In Mind Please. =) Take Care People!Wishes
Dear Diary,
3 More Days To My Birthday. Haha. It's Fast. I Don't Even Realise It. Lols. It's A Pity My Birthday Falls On Saturday 'Cause I Got Tuition. Awww. But Nevertheless, I Will Go Out With My Family After That. Hees. I Just Can't Wait Spending Time With Them. Whees. Anyways, These Are My Wishes. It's Just In Random.
Chaos
Dear Diary,
All Of A Sudden, Last Thursday, I Just Had The Intention To Do Cooking For The Breakfast With Teachers On Friday. So On Thursday, Anis, Hui Yin And Myself Went To Afidah's Place. I Planned To Cook Cheesecake. The Rest, Pizza. I Made My Cheesecake With The Help Of Others. I Really Followed The Recipe. But It's Only For 2 People, You See. And, As We Were Running Out Of Time, Afidah Asked To Do At 1 Go. Then I Was Like, WHAT?? Oh No. I Don't Think I Can Do It. It's Like Taking A Risk. So, Yeah. I Did Like What She Said Larh. It Was Okay In The 1st Place. The Mixture All That. But Then, When It Came To Baking. It Was Ruined. MY CHEESECAKE WAS BURNT!! OMG! I Just Couldn't Believe It. But What To Do. What's Done Is Already Done. Since I Got Extra, I Did The 2nd Round. Haha. It Didn't Turn Out Good Again. End Up, We Threw The Cheesecakes. Sheesh. So Sadd, You Know. =(
Anyways, It's Okay. I Can Try Next Time. Sorry Hui Yin & Anis. You Girls Didn't Get To Eat It. Am So Sorry. Well, I Should Have Go With My Instinct Since I Know Making It At One Go, Just Won't Do. Lols. So, Next. We Did The Pizza. The Dough Was So Sticky, Till We Can't Even Make A Proper Shape. So Mum Called, And I Asked Her. And She Said, Too Little Flour. We Were Uncertain About It And So Anis Called Her Mum. Well, She Said The Same Too! Haha. So We Followed The Instructions. Still, They Coudn't Make. Only I Can. Hehes. Cool Huh? End Up, I Got To Do The Dough. Instructed By Anis. She Gave Up And Went To Make The Sauce.
Anis: You Got The Potential Nisah. You Do.
Me: Haha. Aite. No Problem.
Well, At That Time They Knew I Was Childish. 'Cause I Kept Saying: I Want To Play The Dough! They Got Irritated, I Should Say. But Who Cares? I Just Like It. I LIKE TO PLAY-THE-DOUGH! Heehes. Don't Mind Me. Yada Yada Yada. At Last, The Pizza Was Baked. It Tasted Nice. Really. Teachers, Complimented Us. =) The Failure Finally Became Success!
Singapore FlyerDear Diary,Haha. Yesh Uh! Finally I Took The Ride. With Who? You Guess. Not Boyfie Larh Okays. Lols. So It Was Last Sunday When I Took The Ride. It Was A Nice Feeling. I Really Felt That I Was Floating On The Air Without Any Gravity. Haha. But, Back To Reality. I Was Not. Pffts. Alrights, So On That Day, I Realise That I Had Many Nick Name. These Are The Words: Hyper-Active Girl, Clown Girl, Camerawoman And Silly Girl. I Guess There's Some More. You Figure It Yourself. Oh Ya, I Forgot. We Went For A Night Ride. Though Some Of The People Complained It Was Dark And They Couldn't See Anything, I Just Kept Quiet. It's Not True Laa. You Can Still See The Lights On. You Can Still See The Tallest Building. Lols! Just Enjoy The Scenery Can Or Not? Haish. Anyway, It Was Nice. BE.A.U.TI.FUL. Really. Go Take The Ride, If You Don't Believe Me. Btw, It's A 45 Minute Ride. And It Really Went Real Slow. Sheesh. I Thought It Was A Fast One So That I Can Scare Everyone Off. Some People Are Scared Of Heights, You See. Lols. HeeHees.
Shattered.
Dear Diary,
I Knew I Tried My Best,
And With All My Might.
I Closed Then Open My Eyes,
And What I Saw What Just Not Right.
I Stared At It For Quite Some Time
But All I Could Do Was To Had Tears Within My Eyes.
2 Of My Subjects Was A Nine
My Results Was Just Not Nice.
English Was A C5
Combined Humans Was A F9
I Was Hoping That My Combined Science Would Be A C5
Despite Knowing That It Will Be A F9.
F&N Was A B4
And That Made Me Relieved.
Four Plus Four Is Equal To Eight
The Math Grade Made Me Not Want To Believe.
I Calculated My Points And It Was Twenty-Eight.
How Could It Be Twenty-Eight When I Aim For Fifteen?
I Was At Lost And Scared.
But I Knew That This Is Not The End.
I Told Mum Of My Results
I Knew That She Was Disappointed Even Though She Did Not Show It.
I Couldn't Help It But To Cried Out Loud.
I Was Told That It Was Alright.
Everyone Have Faith In Me.
Only Half Of Me Is Sure That I'll Make It.
Only Mum Still Believes In Me.
The Rest Was Still Unsure About It.
I Just Couldn't Face This Anymore.
Though Many Times I Fell
I Knew I Just Had To Get Back On My Feet.
'Never To Give Up' Was Always A Phrase Used By Everyone....
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Alrights. Since Everyone Out There Wants To Know My Results. There It Is. I Did, Worst. Don't Believe? You Think I'm Pulling Your Leg? You Go Read Again Then. Okays, I'm Done Here. I'll Go. Take care People...
Dear Diary,
I Want To Make An Anouncement! Here Goes.
Happy Mother's Day To All Mothers' Out There!
Hehes. Well, I Wished My Mum Verbally And I Also Text Her. It All Happened At 12 Am. Lols. I'm The First To Wish Her! Sorry Eh Sis. You're Late By One Minute. Blueeks! =P
Anyways, It's Okay Larh Sis. She Knows We Both Love Her. So No Matter Who Wished Her First, She Appreciate It. But I Know I Love Her Most! Haha. Alrights², I'll Stop It. Hehes.
So, Mum. Happy Mother's Day! Nisah Sayang Mama Slalu. Don't Be Naughty² Ehs. I Know One Of Your Quotes. Whenever I Sing, "Oh-Oh Mama Very Naughty!" And You'll Go, "Tau Takpe. Tapi Nisah Lagi Naughty!" (The Original Song Of This Is From Matta Band - Ketahuan. I Just Changed The Lyric. Lols.) Alrights, Nisah Doakan Moga Mama Murah Rezki Dan Bahagia Slalu. Amin! Muacks! =) And One More Thing, I Hope You Like The Wallet That Sis And I Bought It Specially For You. I Know It's Free. Lols. Joking Mum. Relax. *Wink-Wink* I Love You Mum!
Okays. So That Is A Message For My Mum. I Know She Will Read It IF Sis Tell Her. Anyways, If Sis Doesn't Tell Her, Mum Already Knew. I Already Gave Her A Msg, Remember? Lols.
Alright Everyone. Have You Wished Your Mum? I Hope So. Remember, Even If They Nag Or Scold You, It's Just For Your Own Benefits. If You Find Them Being Unreasonable Sometimes, That Is Just Their Nature. You Will Know When You Are Old. Cheyy. I Talked Like I'm Already An Old Woman, Huh? Lols. But Excuse Me, I'm Still Young And Happy-Go-Lucky! Please Remember That.
Let Me Tell You, Whenever She Scold Me Or Nag At Me, I'll Always Laugh. Do You Want To Know Why? It's Because Her Expression Is Very Funny. And When She's Done With Her Nagging And I'm Still Laughing At Her, She Will Laughed Too. Hehes. Gosh. Though Sometimes I Yelled At Her Back Unintentionally, I Still Apologised To Her. After You Know, I Locked Myself In My Room. Lols. It Just Won't Feel Right Without Saying Sorry To Her. Even If My Mum Or Myself Is In The Wrong, We Exchange Our Apologies. Hees. So Guys, Get The Habit Of Saying Sorry To Your Mum Whenever You Argue With Her. Just By Saying Sorry, You Make Her Day. Really. Anyways, Have You Bought Something For Her? You Know, Buying Things For Mum Will Show That We Still Appreciate Her. In Case She Doesn't Know That. Lols.
Hmm. I Guess That Is All. I'm Just Giving You Some Advice. Do Learn It. And Please, If You Have Not Wished Your Mum, Go Ahead. Do Not Hesitate Or You Will Regret. =)
And Btw, I'm Soo Soo Sorry That I Forgot To Upload The Pictures Of The Food Yesterday. Niwaes, Here It Is Now. Have Fun Looking At It. Don't Be Tempted By The Food Alrights. =P
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Dear Diary,I Gotta Tell You Something. And That Is, I'm Done With My F&N Practical Exam! Lols. Hees. I Got A Secret. Wanna Know What Happened? Okays, Pay Attention.Lols.Came To School, With A Sense Of Insecure. Before Reaching School, Called Mum. Asked Her A Simple Question About The Ingredients. She Explained. And Then The Call Ended. I Called Again, Telling Her, "I'm So Not Prepared." She Said, "Just Give Out Your Best."Haha. So At 8 O'Clock Sharp, We Start Work. No Asking Of Questions, And No Asking For Help. If It's Your Life, You Settle It Yourself. Get That Straight. So There Were 8 Of Us Cooking In That Kitchen. I Thought ALL Of Us Will Be Super Kan-Chiong, But Then WE Were Calm. Like, Relaxed I Should Say. Lols. So I Did My Steamed Egg Breadstix First. It Was Okay. Except That I Forgot To Boil The Water In The Steamer. And Therefore I Gotta Wait Again. Pffts. So While Waiting, I Did My Mini Strawberry Cheesecake. I Was Super Hardworking When Doing That. Hees. So Tadaa. The Result Was Erm, Cool. Haha. Next, I Did The Fish Cutlets With Sweet & Sour Sauce. Frying The Fish Was A Quick One. But Then, Pouring The Oil Way Too Much Was Not A Good One. Shhhh. And, Now, It's The Time To Do The Sweet & Sour Sauce. Gosh. I Was Wondering, Why The Hell Is My Sauce Not Thicken For Like 5 Minutes? And Here's The Answer, I Add Too LITTLE Cornflour. Lols. So Sotong Of Me. But Heys, I Followed The Recipe Alright. Haha. Okay, Now It's The Time To Do The Vegetable Lasagna. For Your Info, I Got No Idea How To Do It. Omg? Yeah. It's OMG. Pffts. I Just Felt Like Giving Up For That Dish And Just Wash Up. I Got No Other Choice, But To Tell T'cher That I Don't Know How To Do. She Was Like, "HUH?!" Sheesh. I Felt Bad. And There It Went, She Scolded Me. I Almost Cried. Tears Were Already Within My Eyes. But I Just Hold On. Pffts. So In The End, She Helped Me Larhs. Haish. I Didn't Want It That Way. But It Just Happened. Overall, All The Food Were Edible. Lols. Though The Appearance Looked Nice, Some Tasted A Bit Funny. Hees. Especially The Mini Strawberry Cheesecake. Lols.So, That Was About It. I Screwed Up Just A Lil' Bit. Hees. That's Just Me. Tell Me, What Thing That I Just Don't Screw Up? Tell Me, And I'll Think About It. Alright, I Will Post The Pictures At The End Of This Post. Okays, So Straight After That, Went Back Home. Dress Up And Went To TM. Ate At Food Culture. Then, We Went To Do Our Rounds. Mum Searched For Shoe, Me Too. She Don't Want A Necklace, But I Want. I Search Like Hell For The Silver Heart Locket, But I Just Couldn't Find It. Sheesh. Soon, I Went To Look At Dresses. It Was Nice. Awesome. But The Price Is Also AWESOME. One Dress Cost Like $45? Phoawr. That Shop Just Got To Be Kidding Me. Lols. End Up, I Didn't Buy It. Haish. After That, We Went To Mac. Ohs Btw, We Saw Muhammad. Lols. But He Didn't Saw Us. We Were Inside. He Was Outside. Anyways, We Ate Again. I Bought The Iced Mocca At McCafe. It Was Nice! Hees. Alrights, Seriously I Am Known, To Be A Silly Girl. My Sis Ordered Fille Plain. So There's A Guy Carrying Exactly The Same Burger. I Thought It Was For My Sis And So I Called Out For Him. And He Went Saying To My Mum, "Can I Help You Mdm?" "The Burger." "Oh It's For Another Customer, I Will Serve Yours Soon." I Was Like, "OOoops! Paiseh Lagi! Haish." Mum Said To Me, "Aper Laa Nisah Ni." Lols. Next, I Was So Naughty.While Sis Was Drinking Milo. I Quickly Changed Her Tomato Sauce To Chili Sauce. I Knew She Won't Eat Chili Sauce. It Suprised Me That She Didn't Saw Me Doing It. Haha. And This Is The Time, She Took Her French Fries And Almost Wanting To Dip The Sauce. But Then, Before It Happen, She Looked At Her Sauce. "Eh!" Haha. Oh No! She Knew. I Burst Into Laughter!! Haha! =PThen, Off We Went Home. On The Way Back, I Saw A Lot Of Weird People. Haha. Very Funny. I Couldn't Take It. Lols. They Made My Day, Even Though I Don't Know Them....
Dear Diary,
Alrights. I'll Be Honest Here. I Screwed Up. I Screwed Up My Exams. Papers Were Difficult. And I Just Can't See Myself Passing All Subjects With Urm, Good Grades? Sheesh. Shattered Again. Time And Time Again. Is This What We Called Life? Well, I Know For Sure There's Ups And Downs. But This Time, It Really Pulled Me Down. Like I'm On The NetherWorld. Cool Huhs? =(
Well, Okays, Maybe I Could Pass English. But You See, Of All The Subjects I'm Taking, Only English? I Gotta Be Kidding Myself! Maybe I Should Jump Down. Lols. Haish. I Can't Do Anything About It. It's Over. I'm Only Left With Bio And Maths For Tml, And The Next Day Will Be F&N Practical. Hmmph.
Everyone Been Trying To Cheer Me Up. Well, Some Worked But Some Just Doesn't. My Motivation Is Slowly Fading Away. And I'm Trying To Get Back On My Feet. Urgh! Exams, Exams. They Just Don't Rock. Sheesh. Anyways, People Out There, Thankyous For Your Concern. Maybe I Need That. I Appreciate It All. And Ohs, I Love You All Larhs. Having You, Is The Greatest Gift In My Life. =) Thankyous.
Okays, Was I Being Too Formal Just Now? Hah. I'm So Not Me. Anyways, I Gotta Tell You, Go And Invest Maybe $10 For A Microphone, Alright? Hees. You're Asking Why? Because I Want To Talk To You People Out There! By Msn Of Course. Durh! It'll Be Fun. All Day Long. Come On, Do It For My Sake Pleaseee? LOLS. Now, I'm Being Persuasive. Haiya. Just What Is Wrong With Me? Girl-Friends And Guy-Friends, JUST GO AND BUY!
One More Thing, I'll Go Bonkers Anywhere And At Any Time. Pffts. I So Miss Everyone And I Love That Someone...Take Care Guys. =)
Dear Diary,
Haish. Life Been Miserable For Me. I Mean, For The Exams Period. I Just Don't Know. Sometimes, I Felt That I Screwed Up My Exams. Like, Urm. SS And Chem.
Seriously, SS Was Quite Easy I Should Say. But Due To My Lackness Studying That Particular Topic, I Think I'm Gonna Flunk. Haish.
Tomorrow Paper Gonna Be Geo And Maths Ppr 1. Geo? From The Start Of The Year, I Already Flunk. Maths Ppr 1 For Practice Was DIFFICULT. How Is It Gonna Be For The Papers Tml? I Hope It's Not Hard. But...Haish. Neminds.
P.S. It's Hard Being In 5N. And My Mind Is Not At Peace. The Burden Is Too Heavy...=(
