Monday, November 16, 2009
{ 9:40 PM }
GAAAAWWWDD!!! It's week 5!! Honestly, nur hanisah is really am exhausted. Tests, e-quizes, assignments, prolly up-coming projects, this is oh-sooo killing me right now. F-ing. I can go into bad mood now. Serious shit. ):
And and, next monday is my practical test. Common tests dates are out and I have yet to start revising. Year 1, year 1. Serious aku bingit. Mengarut seh. *faints* I need my break. Holidays! Come soon 7 December, pretty please. *sobs sobs*
All these things occupying me, is soo giving me all the migrains and nausea that i could get. I feel 'study plus homework sick'. And i guess, i'm starting to lose all the confidence in me. Plus, the fears. I always procrastinate. This always happens whenever something that is needed to be done is uber difficult. !!! I need someone to talk some sense into me. Let me be able to pull this through. I don't even want to have the thinking that i'm gonna breakdown again. Please don't. [Even though i think, i'm gonna soon. Tsk. ] )':
And oh, i forgot. I hate me for being like this. This sucks BIG TIME. [kan dah marah!] -___-" FYI, i realised i've watched 'She's The Man' for erms, i don't know how many times. It did crack me up though. [Lucky it relieve my tension. otherwise.. nah.] I shall play ball soon. Soccer i mean. Who? Who would love to accompany me? Just to make me smile and let me have the fun before i go into serious mood. [Nisah! Stop it seh. Tsk!] And it's been a long time since i had my laughing therapy. Bleahs. *smack pipi*
Okay dah. Aku nak go. Aku penat. Aku nak buat e-quizes, cum revising cum assignment, which is prolly SAWI [which i don't think so, since my eyes are abit heavy]. And NR? FAT HOPE, i'm gonna do it now. Okay BYE! [Pardon me for saying all those bad things and showed my temperament.]
P.S. Come meet me, and i pour it all out to you.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 12:00 AM }
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to IZWAN!
Happy birthday to youuu!! (:"
Yays! You've grown up, big boy. Heh. 19 hor this year. You're a bit old, you know. And i'm still young. Next year, you're 20. Which means, very very very olddd! Hoho. And i will be berry berry berry younnggg! *kening up up* Anywhos, i'm wishing you all the best for your present and your future. From now on, be a good boy hor. Okays, cheeky boy? Hoho! May you be blessed with good nice great health and er, murah rezki. Amin! [eh, in english wealth eh? bleahs! me kental. okay dah! hush hush.] (: And and last but not least, may you last long with the girl you love okai? Eh salah. Okies? Hehe. *Kening up up* [If it's not me, saya plus minus sedih. And YOU kena smack in the bontot! Hmph! Bleahs.] Plus b, I WANT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY WITH YOUU!! Bleahs. Somehow, i feel like giving you a pressie. And that is birthday bashing!! Hmm. Egg, flour, sugar and prolly strawberry syrup too. This is gonna be super uber egg-citing hor. Hahahaha! And ohs, last last. Enjoy your everlasting birthday okays, bontot? Hehe. Blueeks! You got 24 more hours! (: Okays dah love. I'm gonna conclude this post with a sweet nice sentence specially for you.
I LOVE YOU, MOHAMMAD IZWAN
BIN ISMAIL! ♥ ♥ ♥
P.S. Mission accomplished. I countdown every minute. From hours to minutes to seconds to spreading to everyone. Hehes. (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
{ 11:45 PM }
♥ ♥ ♥
YESH YESH YESH! 15 MORE MINUTES!
WOOO!
AND I'M COUNTING DOWN TO MY
LOVE'S BIRTHDAY!
TICK TOK TICK TOK. (:
p.s. me is the very semangat now. heh.
